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CANT WAIT FOR 22nd JAN 2010! [Dec. 14th, 2009|11:14 am]
[Current Mood |tiredtired]

it seems like this blog is sooooooooo neglected.
HAHA.

Anyways,
I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT FOR 22nd JAN 2010!!!
for those who dont know what that date means to me,
it marks the last day of my internship and my driving test!!!

Its not like im not enjoying my internship,
I love my job here and i love the people here,
but i just hate waking up soooooooooo freaking early everyday like 6am!
and having my internship makes me feel as though i have no life!
I always have to squeeze in activities after work
and that results in mummy complaining that i dont spend enough time at home.
NAGS NAGS NAGS :(

22nd Jan 22nd Jan 22nd Jan
seems so near yet so far.

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truely mine? [Nov. 8th, 2009|10:57 am]
[Current Mood |blankblank]

sometimes it just feels like you are there but yet not there.
like you are physically here with me but yet your heart isnt.

as much as i want to keep up, its hard, not that i dont want to.

i know commitments are hard,  but sometimes its something necessary.
like how can you want someone to be committed to you but yet again you dont want to be committed to her?
thats like being really selfish.
it feels as if im being hung up in midair, not knowing if i should fall or fly.
i really dont know what i can do, but i will not give up, cause i know you can if you want to.

love is a game of give and take.
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you are seriously getting on my nerves [Oct. 18th, 2009|11:47 am]
[Current Mood |annoyedannoyed]

i seriously cannot tolerate such people.
stop being two-faced.
on one side you pretend to be helping but on the other hand you are actually trying to ruin everything.
whats the point if you have a pretty and innocent looking face but you bear no good intentions?
so much for acting all innocent and pitiful.
you may be able to fool him but not me.

before the love begun, you was there to create jealousy and anger.
when the love had already begun, you went away but came back soon after with no good intentions.
when the love was rocky, you and your intentions had to rub salt into the wound.
when the decision was made you have you out for good, your presence had to still linger.

why wont you just disappear for good? just go and never come back.
 

you caused everything to turn out this way.
dont you know the rules of the game?
playing dirty is downright hateful.
if you went and never came back, things would not have turned out this way.
and i hate you for making all these happen,
 i hate him for playing along,
and i hate myself for letting it happen.

guess what?
playing the nice person made me lose alot.
so from now on, if ever you would come back again,
no more nice lynn.
and i dont care if people call me a bitch.
im gonna take the cue from you.
cause even when people call you a bitch you didnt care and went ahead.
so dont blame me if i were to be mean and hurt you.

* i know the person whom this is for would never be reading this.
but i think the other person whom is related would read this someday.
so, in a way its a way of letting the other person know that im no longer the girl who is afraid of hurting someone.
i know you would not like this post but please,
 do what you have to do for me?
give and take.
love.
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