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truely mine? [Nov. 8th, 2009|10:57 am]
[Current Mood | blank]

sometimes it just feels like you are there but yet not there.
like you are physically here with me but yet your heart isnt.

as much as i want to keep up, its hard, not that i dont want to.

i know commitments are hard,  but sometimes its something necessary.
like how can you want someone to be committed to you but yet again you dont want to be committed to her?
thats like being really selfish.
it feels as if im being hung up in midair, not knowing if i should fall or fly.
i really dont know what i can do, but i will not give up, cause i know you can if you want to.

love is a game of give and take.
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you are seriously getting on my nerves [Oct. 18th, 2009|11:47 am]
[Current Mood | annoyed]

i seriously cannot tolerate such people.
stop being two-faced.
on one side you pretend to be helping but on the other hand you are actually trying to ruin everything.
whats the point if you have a pretty and innocent looking face but you bear no good intentions?
so much for acting all innocent and pitiful.
you may be able to fool him but not me.

before the love begun, you was there to create jealousy and anger.
when the love had already begun, you went away but came back soon after with no good intentions.
when the love was rocky, you and your intentions had to rub salt into the wound.
when the decision was made you have you out for good, your presence had to still linger.

why wont you just disappear for good? just go and never come back.
 

you caused everything to turn out this way.
dont you know the rules of the game?
playing dirty is downright hateful.
if you went and never came back, things would not have turned out this way.
and i hate you for making all these happen,
 i hate him for playing along,
and i hate myself for letting it happen.

guess what?
playing the nice person made me lose alot.
so from now on, if ever you would come back again,
no more nice lynn.
and i dont care if people call me a bitch.
im gonna take the cue from you.
cause even when people call you a bitch you didnt care and went ahead.
so dont blame me if i were to be mean and hurt you.

* i know the person whom this is for would never be reading this.
but i think the other person whom is related would read this someday.
so, in a way its a way of letting the other person know that im no longer the girl who is afraid of hurting someone.
i know you would not like this post but please,
 do what you have to do for me?
give and take.
love.
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HALF DAY HALF DAY~! [Oct. 6th, 2009|11:32 am]
[Current Mood | drained]

A Summary of the past few days till today.

FRIDAY (02/10)
1. Went for Harrison's drunkfest. which ended up kinda boring though it was a house party filled with people.

SATURDAY (03/10)
1. Though only had about 2 hours sleep, I still had to drag myself to school early in the morning for SIP lessons.
2. Attended Lionel Chan's weddding which was sooooo touching and sweet.
3. Went overnight fishing with Rozita, Weijie and Derek over at my work place. Had so much fun talking crap and all.

SUNDAY (04/10)
1. No sleep yet had to work full day.
2. Was dead tired after work ended but yet had to have dinner outside with family.

MONDAY (05/10)
1. SAF staff BBQ! damn fun with super duper nice food!
One crazy day of BBQ! especially with Rozita, crazy romzie and weijie.

TODAY (06/10)
Half day at work!
1. Gonna head down to the driving center to get my PDL.
And after that, plans are still unsure.
either i go shopping over at town then after that meet the guys at bedok 85 or i go home sleep till tml.
HAHAHA
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